I Quit (8.10.10)

I keep losing at this game of life

Think I'll quit while I'm ahead

I could play on,

But I

Think I'll walk away from everything

Instead

Maybe clear my head

Have no thoughts (there)

Nothing to hear

Nothing to see

Except for me

And my failure

I give up

I can't play this game no more

It's not something I asked for

And I just can't take it anymore

I'm done.

I tried, and I failed, 

So many times I can't count

And trying hasn't worked

So now I want out

Let me go

Let me be free

Let me see how blissful ignorance can be

I'm not saying I think I'm a quitter,

I already know I am.

Why should this be any different

From everything else I've done?

I tried to change, 

But it wasn't good enough

I can't live up to all their expectations

They are too much

So I'm telling you

That I've had enough

I quit I quit 

Leave me alone

I don't exist

I'm done. 

I quit

I quit

I just don't give a shit

I'm losing,

So I might as well

Give up while I'm ahead