Life, This

I pretend to be happy
But sometimes it doesn’t work
These fools can’t be fooled
These jerks can’t be jerked

I put my cigarette on the ground
Just to hear the sizzling sound
Should I leave it there?
Or should I pick it up?
What’s the right thing to do?
Doesn’t matter, life sucks.

Now I am feeling sick
My stomach is upset,
I shouldn’t smoke, I know
I heard it is bad for you.

Now I can’t concentrate
My room is a mess.
She hasn’t called,
But what was I to expect?

I need some inspiration
Inspiration is what I need
To go on living in this world
That is full of greed and hatred
And self loathing
It is apparent everywhere I go
I don’t want to live here
Leave me alone.