Saturday December 24, 2005

people disappear into churches and temples,
they thank God for the gifts they recieve
because theres nothing to be thankful for any other day of the year,
so we have to worship on this specific one,
and the occasional birth or death
of a loved one
will bring us together againto love or to hate God
and to share and weep and hug and kiss
until we forget why we are doing it.

but you're gay!

Ok I don't really know what this is. All I know is that i was rediculously tired last night and as usual thinking too much and creating scenarios in my head and for some reason I found this one hilarious...so i'm gonna write it down.

"I know...I know you're gay"
"I am not gay!"
"But-"
"So I fell in love with a girl, so what?! So did Angelina Jolie and unless Brad Pitt is secretly a woman she's not gay!'"

Ok not as funny when i wrote it, but maybe it'll go in a screenplay.

Life, This

I pretend to be happy
But sometimes it doesn’t work
These fools can’t be fooled
These jerks can’t be jerked

I put my cigarette on the ground
Just to hear the sizzling sound
Should I leave it there?
Or should I pick it up?
What’s the right thing to do?
Doesn’t matter, life sucks.

Now I am feeling sick
My stomach is upset,
I shouldn’t smoke, I know
I heard it is bad for you.

Now I can’t concentrate
My room is a mess.
She hasn’t called,
But what was I to expect?

I need some inspiration
Inspiration is what I need
To go on living in this world
That is full of greed and hatred
And self loathing
It is apparent everywhere I go
I don’t want to live here
Leave me alone.

out of my head

I’m going out of my head.
They are driving me crazy,
All those things you said
About us just being friends,
About not liking me like that
That’s bullshit,
I won’t take it!
How can you say that after all we had?
And after your requests?
All the stuff you said?
I thought that with hooking up,
Liking eachother was implied.
But I haven’t gotten over it,
I’ve only cried.

I know you’re confused,
Hell, I am too!
But I’m just frustrated
Cuz I cant be with you.
You may blame it on me,
Say it’s my fault,
But you cant help who you like,
And besides, you started it all.

I may not be the brightest crayon in the box,
Or the sharpest tool in the shed,
But I know I love you,
This is all there is to be said.

Welcome

Ok so I decided to make a blog just for songs and poetry and random thoughts that might be put into songs and poetry. Or possibly other creative writing endeavors. So yeah....here goes